so i was on yahoo! messenger talking to a long-time friend....
he then began to say these mean things. i mean i knew, he had
a mean nature by default but i didn't know it could be that mean...
really. idk...i love him as much as i love any of my other friends and
even though i don't understand him fully, he's still someone special
to me. now that i think about it, he's never really had anything nice to
to say about my boyfriends throughout the years, except "as long as he
is treating you right..."
should those 8 words compensate for the 89723487 other words that he
said that wasn't so nice??
maybe he was right when he told me, "love is blind."becuz i looked over
all the mean things he would say becuz i did have an unconditional love for him.
yeah, he was way more nice to me than any others, but perhaps that was all
to work towards the higher mark. i know he had wanted that at first,
but he had let it go [i think] becuz he said i'm "out of his league".
but today...this argument. too heavy for me. i'm getting tired of the same old
song. no longer can i deal with it...not right now.
i guess sometimes even unconditional love has to be demonstrated from afar...
to that friend:
the last thing you said to me was,
"then don't talk to me cuz it
ain't changin anytime soon
i'm opinionated
and i say what i want
just like you do."
i'm here to tell you...
it may seem that way. we have obviously
known each other much more
than we have actually KNOWN each other.
there's a lot of stuff i don't say that i really
want to. you should have known that.
