LOL

this ain't too "deep" but it's straight from the mind.

well guys, i guess i can't win for losing.

still trying to do my best to make everyone

happy. learning the hard way that i just

can't. so instead i be happy and try to

emit my happiness to the surroundings

thereof...survey says...

AHHH! wrong answer!

i'm still losin em,

i'm still losin em,

depression,

regression,

all this aggression.

no phone to call.

tryin to deal wit it all.

the only one i trust.

yet the one i can't discuss.

one's gone. just gone going.

i'm feeling like Jack Johnson

right now. what's that verse?

how does it go? oh, yeah...

gone going,

gone everything gone

give a damn

gone be the birds when they don't want to sing

"Gone people" up awkward with their things gone.

yeah that's me.

that's me all the way.

my mind is raging,

eyes swollen,

stomach sickened,

heart broken.

that's love i suppose.

what am i do to?

right after posting

"happy happy joy joy",

it was instantaneously taken away.

what a way to go huh?

friendship?

you would think it's more than just a blog...

can't even pick up the phone and talk to ME.

oh yes, i can still recieve calls.

i just can't make them.

thanks Sprint.

"Dear God,
make me a bird so i can fly far far away from here."